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Yah mungkin ini udah jd postingan basbang tp bukannya terlambat itu lebih baik dr pd ga sama sekali. Iya setelah banyak yg dilalui tahun kemarin walaupun semua itu harus dilewati dengan jatuh bangun, merangkak, guling2, dan bergalon-galon air mata yg udah dikeluarin akhirnya terlewati. Ternyata setiap tahun selalu ada ujian2 baru yg sadar atau ga sadar harus kita lewatin. Klo thn kmrn yg terberat adalah skripsi yg bertepatan dengan sakitnya papa adalah hal yg terberat dalam hidup gw. Serangan stroke ke 2 yg ampe lebih dr 1 minggu di ICU dan sebulan lebih dirawat di RS.  

Di umur yg skrng, sudah mulai terasa ujian apa yang akan Allah kasih bwt gw, yg terberat dlm tahun ini sampai dengan batas waktu yg tak pernah ditentukan. April ‘09 nanti adalah awal untuk semuanya,  i thing it’s so hard for me.  I really don’t know about your plan God’s. Your plan for my life.. i just hope i can be stronger.  Yeah, Someday i will understand in God’s whole plan..

Someday i will understand

Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth In me

And tell me somebody is watching 
Over me 
And that is all I’m praying is that
Someday I will understand
In God’s whole plan
And what he’s done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I’ll finally see
I’ll see it all in my baby

Don’t you run too fast my dear
Why don’t you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They’re all you’ve got
It’s in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I’m praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God’s whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you’ll finally see
You’ll see it all in your baby
You’ll see it all in your baby

No moment
Will be more true
Than the moment
I look at you

It’s in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I’m praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God’s whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you’ll finally see
You’ll see it all in your baby
You’ll see it all in your baby
You’ll see it all in your baby
You’ll see it all in your baby

by Britney